I Spring A Question on You, The SD Reader

It's true. Adaham isn't a happy child all the time. There are plenty of times he, meaning I, feel pretty down on myself. But I'm perfect. I know concerned reader. But that just might not be true, as hard to believe as it is.

Today, pretty much this entire week so far, Adaham has been feeling pretty down on myself. I'm feeling so shitty I'm switching from first to third person mid-sentence now. Should Adaham have done it last sentence to emphasize it, or would that have been overkill. I think overkill.

Anyway, I won't go into the details about my three-day state of misery, because you shouldn't, and most likely don't, care. And rightly so. There's no reason for me to feel down, other than a certainty of life-long failure. But enough on that. I've already said more in this one post than I ever intended to about real Adaham in this entire blog.

Anyway, when you, fine readers, are feeling a bit down on yourselves, what do you listen to? I ask, because I want to listen to some music, but I'm not sure what. When you are feeling a bit upset, do you listen to something that will bring your mood up? Some Tenacious D or Flight of the Conchords perhaps? Or do you pile on with the misery and listen to something depressing. I'm not the only miserable fuck who does this right? I mean, just put on something depressing, and sit and stare out my window and just go with it. I don't know what I'm going to listen to. I'll find something, probably that just doesn't make me feel happy or depressed. Or I could listen to Lil' Wayne, who does both at once.

It's up to you readers: Should I toss on "Ok Computer," and bask in my patheticness, maybe even break my multiple-year-spanning no cry record. Or should I play some Jonas Brothers and bring my mood up (along with something else! Ha! The Jonas Brothers give me an erection, especially the one with the hair who always rolls up his sleeves).